Tourmente

All I heard was a silence,

As the phone line went dead

So many angry words spoken,

So many true words, left unsaid

As the shock wore off,

I called you again and again

But each time, I just heard a silence,

I lost my chance, to explain

Trying to blink back a tear,

With my head bowed

I found my way outside,

Through the surrounding crowd

When a cool breeze touched me,

I lifted my head up to see

Black storm clouds and lightnings, 

As the heavens agreed with me

I stood there for a long time,

Remembering each word we'd said

Wondering what had led us here,

What there would be ahead

I felt so cold and alone,

All I saw was your beautiful face

As I closed my eyes,

And dreamed of your warm embrace

As I climbed up onto the bed

Body drenched from the rain,

Eyes tired from the tears,

Oblivion I sought desperately, to stop the pain

I woke up suddenly,

To the sound of the phone ringing

My head ached, as my heart beat faster

Trying to see the number, with my eyes stinging

I picked up the phone,

Heart singing, because it was you 

Last night vanished as you softly said those words,  

And I whispered back, I love you too

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The weather here just turned awesome! Dark clouds, lightning, thunder, cool breeze...all the things I dream about :) I was standing on the roof, taking in the beauty of it all, and just thinking about some stuff when I felt the need to write...so, this happened. Hope you all liked it. It's been a while since I wrote something this long.
Tourmente means storm or turmoil in French :)

Both the beautiful pics are from Google this time...spent a long time trying to find the right ones.
Good night everyone! May the beautiful night give you lovely dreams :)

If Only

If only,

I could take back my words,

I'd say the right ones, and tell you,

How much you mean to me

If only,

I had another chance,

I'd spend each day of my life,

Making up, for every mistake, I made

If only,

I could stop time, for a moment,

I'd take that moment,

And live a lifetime with you

If only,

I could look at you once,

I'd remember each expression,

Each move that you make

If only,

I could hold your hand,

I would never let it go,

I'd be by your side, forever

If only,

I could take you in my arms,

I would feel alive again,

I'd find a reason to live

If only,

I could kiss your lips,

I would breathe again,

And, my soul would rejoice

If only,

I could spend my life with you,

I would be complete,

And, there would be no regrets

If only,

You would say yes,

I'd give you every happiness,

I'd make all your dreams come true,

I'd make you my world, my life

Each breath I'd take, would be for you

If only,

You would love me,

I'd be there in the end

I'd make every thing real, 

I'd be your best friend

I would love you,

More than there are stars in the sky,

More than the darkness of night, 

More than the vastness of space,

More than the heat, a fire could ignite

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This one came to me suddenly, and I wrote it down in such a short time, which is very unusual for me because usually, it takes ages. The title and some of the feelings I felt while writing this down, came from the movie "If  Only". I found the movie beautiful, about second chances and, love and, mistakes...and regrets.

And, these lines from the song, "If Tomorrow Never Comes", by Ronan Keating, again, got all my emotions fired up!

"I made a promise to myself,

 To say each day, how much she means to me

 And avoid that circumstance,

 Where there's no second chance, to tell her how I feel

 If tomorrow never comes..."

Okay, so I hope you all liked it :) Good night guys. Sleep tight :)